I wasn't really in the mood to do a self portrait, but it just happened. Using no brushes--that was the challenge to myself. Pallete knife, fingers only. It's kind of horrible. But, posting everything I make in my journal because I really just don't have time to be picky. This page was made shortly after a rather painful (I would call it a conversation, but I really didn't get many words in) scolding from someone who I thought loved me. I'm thinking I was wrong about that thought since there's been no further contact. So, this was just the art therapy I needed to get through it. I'm not over it, but I feel like I finally was able to say what I needed. There. Moving on.
Background 16. Angry scraping of paint. Just working out some icky feelings here. I'll get back to where I'm happy and cheerful soon enough, but let's face it: you're gonna see all my moods this year. ALL. OF. THEM. Lucky you! :)
Today's page is one of those quotes that inspires me. I do this very thing. I change my mind on a whim. I try new things without fear. I am completely addicted to keeping my spirit happy--whatever the method. I need it. I know others that need it. I know some that don't realize that it's what's missing from their lives. Some may call it selfish, self-absorbed, self-centered, whatever. But, I only live for making MYSELF and my SPOUSE happy (my kids are therfore, by default, happy). My order or priorities is this: SELF, FAMILY, HEALTH, WEALTH (although I really need to be putting HEALTH higher on the list, truth be told). We can only be responsible for OUR OWN happiness, not others'.
video link here: https://youtu.be/VinUeJ_U2HE This is my favorite prepped background ever. I don't even want to put anything on it. Just want to leave it as is. It has everything I love--a little teal, a little white, and a little GOLD! Scraped with card and fingers--just magical to look at. Well, here I go to wreck it! :)
Yep, I went with an old-school phone today--rotary dial and all. Reminds me of when I was a kid--a YOUNG kid mind you, but still. Just thinking on recent events, and reminiscing on the past. But I need to stop doing that, because it only causes heartache. Anyway, did some acrylic paint, gel pen work, and some fun newspaper rubbings--spray it with alcohol and rub with medium force and the print will transfer really easily. The trick is to not tear the newspaper--had to get the hang of it, which you'll see in the video. The white writing behind the yellow background is done with a PITT white india ink marker, which resists the paint slightly--an effect I kind of liked.
Video link here: https://youtu.be/PKrMXaqt0Y0 This is one of those backgrounds that I think looks so cool that I don't really want to put something over it. But, I will....Check back tomorrow to see what I've done on this background!
So, today's page is an art therapy exercise for me. I typed up a sequence of words, starting with the word creativity. What do I need to be able to be creative? First of all, I need to be happy. If I try to create while sad, I can do it, but it feels like I am in a rut and can't think of the next step. When I am happy, I can be more lively and productive. Then it went on from there--well, what do I need to have happiness? Harmony--in my family, in my body, in my life. What do I need to feel harmony? Strength--in my thoughts, and in my actions. What makes me feel strong? Confidence--in what I think and what I do. What gives me confidence in those things? Having GRATITUDE for them. I am able to think the way I do. I am able to do what I want to do--whether it's run or lift something or create something. In the end, Gratitude is the underlying thing that I need to focus on in order to be able to be creative. It is my foundation, and something I will strive to recognize daily.
Video Link here: https://youtu.be/q4-OrsgANeI So yes, one day I went through my book and randomly did a bunch of stenciling. All of these are pre-done, I just need to pick one out and decide that it's the next one. Usually when I pick a background, I already have something I'm itching to do--I just need to find an appropriate background. Unfortunately, sometimes the background gets completely obliterated. Other times it doesn't. I already know what I'll be doing on this page. I need some art therapy, so I'll be working through an issue I think I have. I need to practice gratitude, like on the daily. I'm quick to think I'm not doing well because a picture I recently took of the artwork by a spider in my front yard got more "likes" on my instagram and facebook than any of my art ever did. So, I could think, "Man, I suck. A spider does better art than me." But instead, I need to think, "I'm so thankful for the people who DO enjoy what I do. Perhaps I'm bringing them a little happiness to them--whether it's my art, or a photo of a spider's web." I am so grateful for my supporters. I am also grateful that I am able to focus on making art right now--these days I really, really need it.
Day 24. (Video #12). I had a lot of fun with this one. I love painting scenes like this--usually on canvas, but an art journal has thick enough paper to handle it, which I LOVE! I had a bit of a hard time with the colorful tree up front; I think you can tell in the video. But, it was one of those ideas that I just had to make a reality. Used masking fluid in a pen nib to write the message and acrylic paints to paint the scene. Some white gel pen (my usual MO) to put the finishing touches on it! Hope you enjoy.
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